once i stop dreaming of you
Tuesday, November 1, 2016
panzermadels 4/2/16
i'm wiping my tears away with a wet washcloth.
i don't know which is which
maybe if i scratch them hard enough they'll stop working
i'm lonely again.

i guess you never said

forever
i like it when it hurts
how to make you want me, again
maybe if i scratch them hard enough they'll stop working
i'm lonely again.
i guess you never said
forever
i like it when it hurts
how to make you want me, again
don't touch me, don't even think about touching me (i know what youre thinking i can hear it and i hate it and i dont want it to be this way) (im not a toy) (please dont play with me please keep your distance)
when the water keeps draining and draining and draining
and it's not as good as you wanted it to be, as you expected it to be, but you settle anyway
and lay down for a minute and relax but then you realize it's draining even more and there's no way you can fix it, you can stop it
maybe it's not the right time, maybe it'll
never
be the right time, i keep blaming myself but there's noth
ing i could have done differently i couldn't have fixed it maybe i was stupid maybe i should've realized what i was getting into but for a minute there it felt warm it felt like it what was i needed it was so warm
caught between feeling too little and feeling too much im leaning my head
against the dirty wall there's no one there's no one left and i don't know what i want [to do] don't know what i can [do now]
it's all her fault it's not you it's not me it's her
im sick im nauseous im dizzy im draining

i wish i could've died before i met you
maybe it's not the right time, maybe it'll
never
be the right time, i keep blaming myself but there's noth
caught between feeling too little and feeling too much im leaning my head
it's all her fault it's not you it's not me it's her
i wish i could've died before i met you
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