


once i stop dreaming of you
i don't know which is which


and it's not as good as you wanted it to be, as you expected it to be, but you settle anyway
and lay down for a minute and relax but then you realize it's draining even more and there's no way you can fix it, you can stop it
ing i could have done differently i couldn't have fixed it maybe i was stupid maybe i should've realized what i was getting into but for a minute there it felt warm it felt like it what was i needed it was so warm
against the dirty wall there's no one there's no one left and i don't know what i want [to do] don't know what i can [do now]
im sick im nauseous im dizzy im draining